T'was the wknd b4 Christmas....

and all thru the house..... well that's where i draw a blank.... really creative i know, but not in much of a creative mood right now. The weather is colder now, yuck! the rain is overpowering lately, yuck! The mood all around is just blah! ready to see a little sunshine and maybe i'll get outta this slump i'm in now....
Just heard a few hrs ago that Brittany murphy died...she was 32...i'm 37, she was in pretty good physical shape, i'm fat and miserable, think i should def do something bout the first issue and that's sure to help w/the 2nd problem too. Seems like we've lost alot of celebs lately. Granted most of the younger ones were more of less self inflected. It's sad too, cause when ur broke and always wondering how you're gonna pay the bills, u always think man i wish i was rich i'd do this and this and this, then when someone does have plenty of money, i think they're sometimes more miserable than i am...and that is truly sad in itself....to be able to buy whatever your heart desires and the most common thing they buy are the drugs to try to "escape" their wonderful world....I'd so love to have money to live w/o worrying about the light bill or the phone bill or how i'll buy christmas gifts for the kids....Or what it'd be like to be able to spend the money on clothes that i hear of the celebs spending on clothes...God, i spend less in an entire 12 mo on my complete wardrobe than they will spend on one jacket or purse. Of course that def shows in my attire v/s theirs as well. If i had their money i still don't think i could spend that kind of money on one piece though, i'd be a very very hard sale on it. However, i might not go to as many consignment shops or thrift/Goodwill stores as i do now....what it would be like to pay retail for a pair of jeans for my son to wear to school.....$50. for a pair of jeans for a 6 yr old? that'd be hard to do, but w/a little practice i'm sure i could almost do it....
what i'd really love to see are the "richer than God" *LOL* folks to live 1 mo w/a working class, not middle class but like us, poverty level people, live....to have to feed, clothe, and just plain survive on our monthly income....i can see Khloe or Kim or Kourtney Kardashian living in our little town, NoT CITY, on what they'd spend on one purse or pair of shoes for the entire month, I'd love to see them doing their own cleaning, laundry, taking care of the kids, back & forth to school, cooking meals, OMG all of it for 1 mo...THEN LET ME HAVE THEIR FORTUNE FOR 1 MO TOO..... :) NEH!!! I'D probably be jealous of them w/my babies and them "nuggling" w/laci and Cuddles w/Matt and arguing w/shawn about anything i say......I think i'll just stay here and feel sorry for them cause they don't have what i have!!!! i AM truly the LUCKY one!!!! :)